Painting & listening to iTunes is THE BEST way to cope with anxiety.
@Apple and @Google are fighting over my loyalty to then go head to head with @wordpressdotcom where I spend my time. Because my role flipped to caregiver after my husband experiences seizures in February, it froze the job search until after midnight, then I’d capitalize on my heightened creativity is in the wee hours.
I go through the motions… just very tense. Twice within the same year (2018 & 2019–Feb18-Jan19) hubby had fought for his life to survive.
I being the wise to call 9-1-1 when I felt something was seriously wrong when he sat up like The Walking Dead revisited ( I’ve not watched it at all, other than commercials).